A Drop From Reality

2012-02-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

I stare out at the night sky and I remember a lot of things. But I'm done remembering all the bad. So I remember everything else.

2012-02-13T08:01:00.001+08:00

That year I left blaming you. But now I understand that I'm at fault too.

2012-02-06T13:03:00.001+08:00

Actually most times I wish brother's here as well.

That night out with some friends.

2012-02-01T13:56:00.001+08:00

Her and him

2012-01-14T10:56:00.001+08:00

她永远比他坚强，她永远比他爱的更深。难道他不明白吗？
She will always be stronger than him, she will always love deeper than him. Does he not know?

2012-01-13T15:36:00.001+08:00

We don't forget. Because it had once hurt that much. We'll never be more but we'll never be less.

2012-01-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

We talked and laughed like before. Life had gone on as how we planned so many years ago.
Except that in reality, everything had changed.

2011-12-28T07:44:00.001+08:00

I stand back as they nod a hi to me and I just simply wave goodbye. I am wary of self-righteous people.

2011-12-20T23:16:00.001+08:00

I look at you but I don't know who it is that's looking back at me.

2011-12-20T06:44:00.000+08:00

Because we all look for that one perfect love. And sometimes perfection crumbles.

Night out

2011-12-05T08:07:00.001+08:00

Managed to convince my housemate to go out with friends from a nearby house that night. And met up with other people people from school.

2011-12-05T08:04:00.001+08:00

Because a lot of things. And nobody can change what's past.

2011-12-03T12:54:00.001+08:00

Is it true that a guy can only ever love once completely and thoroughly. That one true love. If they were to ever fall in love with anyone else after they had bypassed that one love, it would never be whole-heartedly.

2011-12-01T09:51:00.001+08:00

Don't let it get to you. Sometimes I have to just learn to not let it get to me.

2011-11-29T08:57:00.001+08:00

Finally at a place where people appreciate odd bits and pieces, and just when I finally need all those odd stuff (that people deem as junk) I used to "collect" over the years, I have none. Now I have to start all over again.

That simple

2011-11-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

Maybe all I want to do is to face the future with the love of my life. Wherever it may be, whatever it will be.

2011-11-23T07:24:00.001+08:00

Relationship between people when it comes to the point where expectation forms. It is time to shy away. It twists itself round and round, chokes the people apart.

Robin Hood, Nottingham.

2011-11-15T01:55:00.001+08:00

Science/medic students pose like this. All prim and proper.

Social studies students pose like this. Positive and outgoing.

Design students pose like this. Plain weird (its called thinking out of the box).

2011-11-13T08:52:00.001+08:00

Because you're completely clueless. Because the person who knows when I'm in tears even when its not shown is somebody else.

2011-11-08T20:22:00.001+08:00

All there is left is confusion in my mind from panicking. I can no longer see my inspirations clearly.

2011-11-07T09:30:00.003+08:00

It took so long. It took a lot of guts. Everything has changed yet nothing had changed. The heaviness in my heart has dropped.

I'm glad kev understood.

When the wind's not blowing

2011-10-31T18:47:00.000+08:00

Weather was rather lovely yesterday. As long as the wind's not blowing that is. Friends from another house suggested a potluck picnic by the lake in Albert Park.

Found a random patch of grass.

Felt like twirling along the path and singing like Maria from Sound of Music.

Provided much amusement.

Girl running through the woods. Gives off the feel of little red riding hood.

Crazy housemates.

It was great fun.

S.S.Anonymous

2011-10-27T06:30:00.002+08:00

Science Student Anonymous.

Confession of a science student:
I was one. I was one of them.
I got my straight A(s), proved my worth.
And I, NEVER LOOKED BACK.

It was the best day of my life.

-Yours truly

Sometime ago.

2011-10-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

Of warmer days.

2011-10-14T07:13:00.002+08:00

Creative block. Not because of the lack of ideas but because of the overwhelming amount of ideas running through my head so fast that I can't get it all down fast enough.

2011-10-13T06:54:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm alive.

2011-10-10T05:00:00.000+08:00

Once ago. So long ago. We had between us. Six years of argument. Only brief periods of good like suddenly showers of relief in an prolonged dry spell. In this duration of silence since we last parted. Happiness? I met him, I am. Are you. It was right. You've moved on. Heart's at rest now.

2011-10-03T06:15:00.001+08:00

Females. With their sixth sense. Can really sniff out a foe.

2011-09-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

Settling in. Rows and rows of beautiful brick houses. Endless rolling plains dotted with farm animals and hay bales. Cozy and lovely house. Landlord's wonderful for maintaining it well. Visited some that were rather old and dusty. Bought most of the necessities last night. Thank God for the rare few that remains open after six o'clock. Needs getting used to, the dead silence too. Singapore was always buzzing with sound any time of the day.

2011-09-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

Almost the same time just a year ago. The departure hall, the airport. The same two people. He and I stood facing each other. A voice buzzed through the announcement. He turned. Passangers boarding. He picked up his backpack and reached out.

Almost the same time just a year ago. I bid him goodbye. Through the thin separating glass at the departure hall. I reached out. My palm was met with the coldness of glass.

Passangers boarding. He picked up his backpack and reached out. I reached out.

This time we boarded the plane together.

2011-09-18T00:23:00.001+08:00

Soon, no longer will the feeling of warmth be imprinted in my memory. Not much keen on becoming thickly wrapped up like a bun.

2011-09-16T01:53:00.001+08:00

Plentiful yet to be done. It is a disadvantage to be so disorganized. Time to start making that list.

Soon.

2011-09-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

Instead of excitement. I sense fear creeping up through me. Another country, another culture. That same unsure spastic smile on my face. Not knowing friend or foe.

2011-09-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

I have a sneaking feeling that I'd be blown away by Britain's winds but I'd rather that than put on weight. Its time to lose those unsightly extras. Underweight is always the way to go.

As of till now

2011-09-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

The flow of constant updating has ceased for the past month. Days has been much more occupied as compared to the nothingness of the first few months since graduation. Fid came for a weekend just some days ago. One of my closest since our first year. If only life goes on in the same old way as when in school. Barely two weeks more till my departure. There's still plenty dragging on my skirt tail. I wish for days with no worries again. How naive we were as younglings. Grandfather came today with Durian in tow from his own trees. Had long became accustomed to fresh home produce. The part that touched my heart was the red packet he handed me. On it were his hand written well wishes. For the first time in my years of life. That single red packet will be kept well for a lifetime. For it means love, care and home.

Secrets

2011-08-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

We all have them. Some we tell, some unsaid. For what reasons exactly?

2011-08-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

The girls are sleeping over tonight. We make plenty of noise, just the three of us alone. If the other four were here, well you can imagine.

I miss them.

Re-living childhood

2011-08-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

Today. Holding my hand in his bigger one, he brought me on a journey of finding tidbits we once ate so many years ago. Although two years my senior, we share so many similar memories. Munching and laughing, an afternoon gone. We've been a whole year apart but nothing had changed. I still feel myself drawn to him, mesmerized by his smiling eyes.

2011-08-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

He'll be back soon. I'm happy.

List of to-do(s)

2011-08-05T22:53:00.001+08:00

1. Start conceptualizing the illustration task given. I'm thinking of something based of one of my favorite tales as a child. The faraway tree. Except I'll call it the docking because I want to give it a steam punk approach. Rather than magical, its more sci-fi.

2. Start first stage sketch for character development to be printed on craft stamps.

3. Do a rough sketch out and get around to drafting clothes for parents.

4. Finish up my FFX Yuna fanart. I'm a huge fan of FF not specifically of Yuna. Just randomly ended up drawing her with my intuos.

Today I realized

2011-07-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

I'm a better writer when I'm depressed.

Weight issues.

2011-07-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

Never had one in my life until now. I'm frighten because I know if I ever let myself cross the line of not being underweight, there'll be no turning back. I really need to loose all these access weight I've gained.

Totally unrelated. I baked apple tarts the other day. I thought it delicious, as did my friends.

Maybe that's why I'm gaining weight. When you no longer have the luxury of eating whatever and whenever you please, it becomes all the more tempting.

Hey love.

2011-07-30T10:15:00.000+08:00

"Posing for a picture is as hard as ironing", he said.

Devotion today.

2011-07-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

A great reminder. God's purpose for us is not the end, not the future but the process without knowing what to expect. It is every minute of now. Which makes it all the more precious.

Here a simple metaphor to help understand.
God told a man to move a rock half his weight up the mountain. Although the man did not understand the reason, he obeyed. But atop the mountain, the rock always somehow managed to slip and roll back down. Despite his struggle carrying the rock up the mountain, he kept trying. Until one day at the foot of the mountain, God asked him to stop. Confused the man enquired the purpose of God. God replied "The whole process has made you so much more stronger."

That moment

2011-07-27T16:02:00.000+08:00

When you sit there and realized that everything worked out for the better, you'd smile. A genuine smile. Then rather than happiness, joy manifest itself in you.

2011-07-27T12:25:00.000+08:00

Swam yesterday. It was quite crazy, truthfully. People probably thought we were three oddballs. Muscles aching though. Hope that's a good sign.

2011-07-25T01:00:00.001+08:00

When you meet the love of your life, you'll just know it. It'll be as clear as day without a single doubt on your mind.

2011-07-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

Its nice. Being in the company of people one enjoys being around.

2011-07-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry. I find beauty in skins and bones. The curve and lines of the bones jutting out forms such alluring visual.

Never said quite enough.

2011-07-20T14:43:00.001+08:00

Thank you. For being everything I've ever dreamed of and more.

Each time

2011-07-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Being apart eats into me. Wish time could speed up to that moment when we fall in love all over again the minute we appear in yours and mine line of vision. And I'll see your smile again. That sparkle in your eye that brightens my day. That warm fuzzy feeling of undefined happiness when I slip my hands into yours and you hold it tight. Its always a perfect fit.

Where are you? I need you.

Communication

2011-07-18T21:04:00.004+08:00

What's the point when no information is passed.

This is how I do it.

2011-07-18T14:32:00.005+08:00

I always manage to buy pieces of clothing for very reasonable or affordable prices. The trick is knowing where and how to shop. When selecting a piece, these are all the factors that I take into consideration: Price to quality ratio,
fitting,
cutting and style lines,
basic item or stylized item,
number of times it will most likely be worn,
duration of time it will last in your current wardrobe.
A bargain buy doesn't mean that the item is cheap, it means that it is worth the price after you've taken all those factors into consideration.
Like for example I once passed by a stall and some skirts caught my eye.
1. Pleated Japanese Fabric (fabric is expensive to buy and rare to come across pleated fabric unless you send it for pleating which will cost a lot)
2. It has lining.
3. Quality: Fabric good, lined, stitching so-so, overlocking on the inside quite rough but not visible, no visible defects, basic silhouette but with very interesting fabrication, quantity is one per style.
4. Price was SGD30 but because they were clearing stock (one marvelous thing about Singapore is that the stock turn is exceptionally fast so they are always getting rid of all stock for the new ones even when the stock may had been there for only a short while) it became just SGD10. If that isn't a bargain buy, I dont know what is.

Another trick is to always buy clothing that looks much more expensive than the price itself. If you buy something that looks cheaper than its price or looks as cheap as its price (unless its expensive and looks expensive which is fine) then you have failed.
The skirt could had sold for SGD40 in an upscale boutique and people would had bought it due to its pleating and fabrication.
I am able to shop this way because I study clothes, I know how to make clothes, I know how to differentiate the quality of fabric and the workmanship so I am able to pay attention to all these details quickly.

Contrary to popular belief, clothes are not actually cheaper when you make it yourself. Why is that so? First off, fabrication. When you make your own clothes, at least for me, I would choose the best materials because its a very tedious process to make a piece of garment. Why waste the effort by using cheap materials that will only make your garment look cheap? Second of all, may I repeat. It is a tedious process that takes a whole lot of time and thought. It is not worth drafting and making a simple shirt when you can just buy it. It is actually much cheaper in stores (especially when there's sales going on) because (although they still earn a profit) everything is mass produced. When anything is mass produced, the materials are bought in bulk which is much much cheaper than when you buy in a few meters. The production time is cut short and production itself is also much cheaper. There are also items by local designers priced at higher prices but completely worth it because it is not overly mass produced, it is specially designed, quality is good (support local designers, it is worth it).

The only reason I'll make my own is when I fall in love with some design conjured up in my mind that is worth the time to make, see something I absolutely love and must have that is not in my size/the fabric or color I want/I want to edit some style lines.

And why do I hardly ever post pictures of my shopping haul especially when it comes to clothing? It will shock whoever that reads my blog far too much. My mum once questioned Kev if he had ever gone shopping with me. When he answered negative, she told him to prepare himself.

I hope whoever reads this will find it helpful.

Frustration

2011-07-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

At yourself is the worst kind.

2011-07-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

Tonight handbells ringing, I heard the sound of angels.

I'm glad mother made me go.

That old routine.

2011-07-16T11:54:00.001+08:00

Miss
— vb
6.( tr ) to discover or regret the loss or absence of.

Those kids that I had come to call my Saturday kids. "My" indicates claim and possession. In this case, it indicates acknowledgment.

For almost three years, that one consistant routine.

2011-07-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

You cradle my heart in your palms and I just know that I'm safe.

2011-07-14T14:32:00.000+08:00

Had such fun last night laughing. I'm glad.

2011-07-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

Glad to have met some. Rather had not met the rest.

Simple pleasures

2011-07-11T13:09:00.001+08:00

A vase there will be.

As simple as can be.

In my house there be.

Along the window sill.

Years and years till.

Fragrance of fresh flowers still.

Today, I'm glad.

2011-07-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Memory is a wonderful thing if you don't have to deal with the past. Today, I have no recollection of the past. I'm glad I'm long past that and I'm free. I'm glad kev knew when was the right time. I'm glad that I can give him the best years of my life.

Lo and behold!

2011-07-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

This is my first freehand sketch using an intuos.

2011-07-07T10:00:00.001+08:00

有時候，我們等的不是甚麼人，甚麼事，
我們等的是時間，等時間，讓自己改變。

2011-07-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

I would never do anything that holds the risk of losing you. And I know that for me, you'll do the same. We're in this together, love.

2011-07-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hope he can help me install everything tomorrow night. Then I shall no longer squander my time away.

I love strong brows

2011-07-06T15:54:00.002+08:00

Love love love, Raina Hein from ANTM Cycle 14. Lets ogle at her gorgeous brows!!

Everyone has their own preference regarding the thickness of brows but trimming it stick thin or giving it a 90 degree angle at the arc is a big no-no.

Would had loved to draw it thicker but unfortunately I'm not blessed with strong features. #sadface

Moment of truth, I fell for Kev's brows. Its strong, thick and so nicely defined.

Inspired by Professer X

2011-07-06T00:48:00.000+08:00

I must reach total zen-ness. The place in between anger and happiness. Only then will we reach our full potential.

Smell and paper.

2011-07-05T19:30:00.004+08:00

Some love the smell of rain. Some love the smell of sea. Some love the smell of grass.
I love the smell of sheets of blank white paper. It excites me with the promise of imagination about to unfold.

2011-07-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

Epic win is when your quote gets twitted on twitter with more than 10 re-tweets in spite of the fact that you dont have a twitter account.

Again and again

2011-07-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

I am a bystander. I am not against nor am I part of. The nation should be touched by the people who are part of it. Because they love the country enough to make an effort in hopes to see it change. Again and again. Even when they know deep down rallies are like white elephants. Its not that I no longer care, just that I've lost all hope for change. Its not going to happen. If anything, its only getting worse.

Reason

2011-07-04T19:24:00.005+08:00

This blog was created as a private space to vent my thoughts. Only read by those who happen to chance upon it, with the knowledge of only a handful of friends. It still remains that way with no form of publicizing. It is a space for me to write out my thoughts which sometimes may prove to be a bit too blatantly. It may not be everyone's cup of tea because at times tactfulness like suger coated words are forgone. But it is what it is. This blog still serves its initial purpose as a place to rant be it good or bad thoughts.

2011-07-01T16:00:00.002+08:00

Inner beauty feels offended when you hide behind it and use it as an excuse to not groom yourself.

2011-06-29T13:11:00.000+08:00

This year, my resolution was to let God take control. This year I continued to struggle to let God take control. It took a lot of faith and courage. But when I did, it was the most amazing thing. And His reasons seem so clear now.

For now, I'm just thankful to God for helping me through each day.

I miss my short bob.

2011-06-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

2011-06-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

I don't view the scar on my forehead as a defect. And Kev is one of the few people who understand and think its special.

2011-06-27T18:59:00.003+08:00

I've never really connected with the people back home. Just a specific few. And there isn't a sense of loss for that. I'll rather not be pretentious.

Reality check.

2011-06-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

Am I making the right choice? I'm rethinking the initial plan to go straight on to masters after my bachelor degree. Instead I think I prefer the thought of interning or working after my bachelor only then when I'm more well-practiced, I will decide what I want to get my masters in. Its more practical that way.

2011-06-24T03:17:00.001+08:00

I wish life was simpler.

The Pink Dot Event.

2011-06-23T05:07:00.002+08:00

Yes. I support the freedom to love. Simply because love between any two people is something worth celebrating not judging. Love is not a sin.

2011-06-22T01:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in the mist of everything, I forget to remind you how lucky I am to have you.

Dinner with the girls tonight.

2011-06-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

Wanted to take a picture of my nautica outfit.

That's me trying to fit myself into the frame of my photo booth picture in 3 seconds. That's what happens when you don't have a camera and you don't have anyone around.

2011-06-20T03:36:00.002+08:00

When we were young, my brother and I would make pillow and blanket forts then hide in it all day. Nobody taught us to do that. When you're a child, you never need instructions to play and imagine.

Makeup from Stage.

2011-06-17T19:27:00.001+08:00

Feast your eyes.

Enroute from KCH to SG

2011-06-17T03:02:00.000+08:00

"BE FREE", she said.

2011-06-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

What's life when there's no dream to chase?

Transit.

2011-06-16T12:47:00.000+08:00

Sitting here in Old Town White Coffee waiting for my afternoon flight. Just because of the free wireless service, not fond of the food at all. At least their marketing strategy worked, got me to swallow down a cup of white milk tea.

I left my sketchbook at home so it came to a point of sheer desperation to entertain myself that I even replied this:

Mindset

2011-06-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

I had always been skins and bones. Since young. There never were any chubby years. And because of that, I have the mindset of a thin person. I ate anything I craved for, at any time I pleased even well past midnight. I did not understand the meaning of calories nor was I even aware that there are in fact consequences. I thought no wrong to my eating habits and the idea of exercising wasn't even the last thing on my mind, frankly it wasn't even on my mind. After all, as I had mentioned. I have the mindset of a thin person and that is a crime against my own body. It was my way of thinking. Thinking that because I'm thin, I will always be thin. Such foolish thoughts. Many thin people have that mindset which prompted their carelessness.

The thing is that your metabolism rate will not always remain the same of that as when you were in your teens. It decreases. Yes, I can still see my rib cage and my collar bones and my spinal cord but I am paying the price now. My thighs have increased significantly, my arms and tummy has become flabby. I cannot describe how unsightly it is to me. What started the alarm bells ringing was when I tried on a pair of jeans in Uniqlo, I could no longer fit the smallest size. Not because it wasn't my size but because my thighs were too big. You must understand that I am a very petite girl. Putting on weight makes me look unproportionate. It was hard to come to terms with it. I used to gain a Kg every year and it was healthy because I was growing. But when you reach eighteen, the female growth rate slows down and putting on weight is no longer alright. Now only when reality hits, I started making an effort to exercise everyday and I truly regret my ignorance then.

So, yup. Eat right, exercise and DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Input < Output!

I really hope I'll be able to tone up my body if not I'm gonna cry.

Mournful look. Grace, why you so fat.

2011-06-11T13:58:00.001+08:00

I've always enjoyed the company of the elderly. They have such amusing stories to tell, telling it with such youthful energy and laughing so hard at their own tales.

The thorns in that bed of roses.

2011-06-09T17:15:00.003+08:00

When I turn and look back at what once were, I would wonder what happened. A year ago, I would be striving hard for the same things as my graduated course mates. If I had not change. If my life had not taken a dramatic turn. If I had not finally figured out my future.

I often have these visions of what the outcome of certain things will be and I wil make sure it achieves the perfection of how I pictured it to be. My final year project disappointed me. It did not reach what I visioned it to be. I lost heart halfway. Its completion was out of responsibility. And till now, I had not forgiven myself for that.

I was relieved as the project neared an end but as time continued ticking by, I wasn't facing the end of a nightmare. I was greeting the beginning of another, graduation. I was depressed. I was simply not ready for it. Not because I can't bear the thought of leaving school, but because I have not sorted out the direction of my life. I saw a dead end. I questioned God. Where was the way He said He would make when there seems to be no other way?

During all this, he was constantly a source of comfort. I could not have been more blessed to have him in my life. He prayed with me, encouraged me and helped me figure my life out. Then, God proved me wrong and after all these months of teeth-grinding frustration and hard work, my life is back on track and prayers answered. I've been accepted into the final year as opposed to the initial three years and that is indeed a miracle as I have changed my major. Remember the hymn about thanksgiving in my heart? That's exactly how I feel.

However till now, I had not forgiven myself for failing myself. It isn't easy to admit the fact that I've sunken into self-doubt. Being disappointed in yourself is far worse than being a disappointment to anyone else. It isn't easy to pull yourself back up. Even when everyone else seems to believe in me. Deep down inside, my mind keeps echoing that I am just never good enough. I still love it very much, but I have yet picked up my pencil to illustrate figures and designs. Instead, preferring and turning to other forms of art. Soon I hope, I will be able to recover from this. I need to.

I'm that girl at the pier that awaits her sailor to return.

2011-06-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

Nine weeks till your return. Then when we part ways again, this time it'll only be an hour away. And as the clock keeps on ticking, that distance between us will only decrease until the day we'll never have to be apart again.

But for now, nine weeks. Till then, love.

Seriously.

2011-06-06T07:51:00.000+08:00

Cum is not an acceptable short form for come. Google what the word actually means. Enough said.

2011-06-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

Just finished an exhausting 40 minutes workout. Now if mosquitoes were to suck fats/cellulite instead of blood, I would keep them as pets. No doubt about that.

2011-06-04T13:20:00.001+08:00

We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine!

Dancing around to the Beatles. Don't judge me.
And I make random things. Uhh, yup...

2011-06-02T13:50:00.000+08:00

I'm getting there. Even if it feels like I'm crawling there bit by bit, I'm getting there.

2011-05-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

And now, to write a mind-blowing personal statement. One thing that Singapore did teach me is the art of persuasion.

Little Miss Tai-tai.

2011-05-29T22:38:00.004+08:00

Made her a Chanel bag complete with a Chanel suit made to look like one of the Fall RTW 2011 collection pieces and a Chanel bangle look-alike. Knitted a scarf and a pair of shoes to complete the look.

Sadly though, I have yet to name her.

2011-05-29T15:32:00.001+08:00

I successfully nyan cat-ed for 3010.8 seconds with my dad in the room until my dad finally asked me what kinda song is it. Was wondering how long it would take until it get to him. lol.

Today, I

2011-05-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Made a doll complete with an outfit that includes shoes, a bag, blouse and skirt and even a hairband. All detachable.

Tomorrow, I shall make another outfit.

2011-05-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

While sulking, part of a sermon from last Sunday came to mind. "Don't dwell on your thoughts and let it affect your whole being." Alright then. So be it, so be it.

Mind-blowing boredom.

2011-05-27T10:13:00.005+08:00

That I drew Wally for my future self to find,

And drafted a masterplan for the doll I'll be making.
Its an improvised version of the knitted one I saw on Pipit. Thought it'll be fun to make clothes for it later on.