Monday, July 27, 2015
Usually in the presence of a familiar factor like a song or a scent perhaps, it would act like a catalyst provoking a certain bittersweet nostalgic emotion. But right now I am kind of stuck in the abyss of feeling nothing. Is it normal to not be feeling anything for no specific someone? Had I became too accustomed to never venturing into a deeper emotion than "like"? Is it bad that I do no think it's a bad thing at all?
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Monday, July 13, 2015
hree years ago actually. To never hurt that much again because of another person.
Perhaps my short attention span and my need to shift around is because deep down on a psychological subconscious level, I need to be the one who leaves.
Friday, June 5, 2015
Wednesday, May 6, 2015
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
I am losing focus. I am not dysfunctional, I am not hysterical yet I am losing focus.
At the end of a long day, I can't go running to you anymore.
After having a terrible week I can't spend the weekend snuggled up to you just watching mindless TV shows.
After being an adult the whole day dealing with crap, I don't have you to baby me anymore.
Sometimes I wonder why must we be segregated by continents, why must we be separated by religion.
I am losing focus. You were my sanity.
Tuesday, April 14, 2015
The first time I was fuelled by anger and hurt. It pushed me onwards with my daily life because I had to appear fine. But now the 2nd time. I feel nothing and nothing is such a dangerous thing to feel. I'm too tired for the same shit in such a short span of time. And the thing about feeling nothing is that there isn't a powerful emotion to feed off.
I need to pick myself back up.
Quote. The content of the secret is sometimes less important than the fact that it was kept from you by someone you trusted. Unquote.
You were my best friend. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Twice is the magic number.